romance

2010-06-07T07:28:00.000-07:00

i've got so much love for you darlin'
And I, I wanna let you know how I feel

And it's true that I love you
And it's true you're the only one
And I do, I adore you
And it's true, boy

You were my best friend and boyfriend
Now it seems like you're my worst friend
I gotta do soul searching
Without you I'm a whole different person

I ain't acting like I used to
I don't feel loved like I used to
It was your love I was used to
Why do I had to lo-lo-lose?

Your love is what it was
That have me feeling bust
You are my true love

Hey boy, you're the only one
Supposed to be my number one
Now you're gone, I feel so numb
Tell me how do we go wrong

First friends then we became best friends
You used to be my boyfriend, now you're my worst friend
Yeah, I gotta do a lil' soul searching
Without you I'm a whole different person

I don't even act like girlfriend I used to
I don't even feel loved like I used to
I guess it's your love that I used to
And I feel bad that I had to lose you

I get so many things that I wanna s-s-say
I guess this mean that I'm missing you
Sorry for the things that I did to you
I'm so lost without you
boy

So easy to fall in love with you
And all the things that you do
Baby boy you're so remarkable
So special, so wonderful

So special, so wonderful
Baby boy, you're so remarkable
So special

to the one im in love with now ..........

happy bday

2010-04-27T06:50:00.001-07:00

Happy brithday may your god bless you! AND hope ur N level pass!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-16T05:22:00.000-07:00

THEY ALWAYS MAKE ME LAUGH THROUGH UPs AND DOWNs THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-14T02:56:00.000-08:00

Happy valentine and Happy chinese new year

run away

2010-02-12T05:17:00.000-08:00

Trying to dress up when im missing you.......

SHALL I RUN AWAY FROM HOUGANG?I FEEL SO STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe naughty this days ;)

Bday coming up

2010-02-11T01:51:00.000-08:00

Hey guess wad my bday is coming up it is on 26 febuary and im gonna be SWEET SIXTEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im confuse shall i have bollywood party or head to the club? or go to sentosa celebrate ? OR run away from home? idk but my wish is to do well in my N level hehehe and TO BE HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!! YEA !!!!!!!!

2010-02-10T00:38:00.000-08:00

I KEPT RUNNING AWAY FROM U BUT U KEEP

COMING! WTF ,WTH I AM SCREAMING TOP OF MY

LUNGS NOW !!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR

RHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IS THIS A SIGN? OR JUST A TEST?

lonley

2010-02-05T06:24:00.000-08:00

I don't know why I think the way I do; or act the way I act; or for any matter why am I who I am? It's the question I've asked myself over and over but was never able to answer All I know is that I'm not a person that can actually look into my past and pull out a time where I was happy. I can pick times where I wasn't sad but that's about as good as it gets. Now I know there will be somebody who will say "well if you weren't sad at that time then you where obviously happy." Now that sounds all well and good but the point is I wasn't and I hate myself for it. The reason being is that there has been a few things happen to me that I should be happy about but for some reason I just have emptiness inside of me and a lot of pain. I honestly am starting to believe that there are some people who genuinely are unable to feel or appreciate. Now living life with only contentment to look forward to is horrible. There were days where I didn't sleep and then there were days where I never got out of bed. I became so fed up and angry of my life. God help me? I MISS AH BOY ! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

thank u

2009-12-30T07:37:00.000-08:00

Time check: 11:42pm
Hey, thank you gillian for wrapping my books love u! today again rot myself in front of the computer then mum keep blabering as per normal cant stop her she is like a train haiyoo. i catch a movie yesterday alvin and chipmunks 2 . BLOODY CUTE! I like theodor so cute la! then gillian came to my house today ard 7:30pm? then we wrap the books after wrapping the books we go for beancurd yummy ! tats all for today......... nite assholes.

2009-12-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

TIME CHECK:11.44PM
Fuck my leg hurts after going out wif gillian cus we both use high heels so ya .hmmm ya today litte AN came she was so naughty and obviously cuteeeeeee!!!!!!! Fuck school is opening soon! im not prepare for my stressful year! im gonna hate 2010! fuck it la! ermmm ya how i wish school is afternoon not morning. like fuck seh moring! GONNA have EYEBEG AGAIN!like fuck seh ! arghhh !!!!! WHATEVA ! ermmm ya mum keep blabering morning till nite feeling like taking scotchape and tape her bloddy mouth! this cannot tat also cannot fuck her! WHATEVA ! FUCK i heavent wrap my books and write my name arghhhhh!GILLIAN I NEED UR HELP TO WRAP BOOKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tat all for today... nite asshole.

2009-11-28T23:07:00.000-08:00

yup tat my bestie i know u guys may think tat we are not bestfriends but we are we share like everything! we even go out late nite together we do stuff together so in school we try to keeep low profile if we keeep high profile people will be jealous and try to seperate us and start some fucking gossip tat i talk behind her back la and more crapssssssssssss so we keep on lowwwwwwwww profile when we are in school !

2009-10-25T03:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMRAN MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU!

2009-10-19T22:21:00.000-07:00

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS!!!

BESTBUDS!
REWIND ON 18 OCTOBER :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAMIR AND ADAM MAY ALLAH BLESSS YOU GUYS!

heyy

2009-10-19T21:24:00.001-07:00

Makan-makan

ON THE WAY

FAMILY

BOYS

MUBIN SHOWING OFF HIS SKILLS . COOL!

MUBIN TIRED!lols

REWIND ON 17 OCTOBER 2009 RAYA-RAYA

2009-09-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

REWIND ; this few days keep crying and studying

some pics to keep my blog alive!

BORING NOTHING TO DO SO TAKE PICS!

crying

2009-09-07T16:33:00.000-07:00

This few days keep crying really hate it but i lost the love of my live. He always go to my leg and rub it against my leg . No matter he hurt me i will still love you . WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO?He loves to eat fried chicken when people eat he loves to disturb . Before few hours he die i went to his house. See him suffer make my eyes tear it really hurts that when her mom tell me that doctor give only 10 DAYS TO LIVE but instead he gone earlier than i thought . IM gonna miss ur sound and comming to my house . I WILL MISS THOSE WARM CUDDLY HUG .

GOODBYE AH BOY MAXIMUS!

U WILL NEVER BE REPLACE IN MY HEART!!!!!!!

FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-08T08:43:00.001-07:00

FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today alot of things happen and secrects are all out

so ya........ FUCK IT!!!!!!! so today ann came to my hs shes cute haha!

Then went to afiq bbq kinda fun then last time alot of talking.Alot of people bastard him . poor him...... haizzz (dun have pic) lols!

2009-08-07T08:09:00.000-07:00

Today kinda boring after the national day concert went home download a movie and watch so that will be ard 5.56 then go tution at 7pm Aishah was giving me attitude like nabe cibai then walk home wif afiq so he kept asking me to go to the pitt so cannot bastard so ya so im going tml.

2009-08-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday momo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is the only photo i have so ya.........
May allah bless u!!!!!!!!

2009-08-02T04:34:00.000-07:00

New song people

today fucking boring aiya im just bored so just listening to song. so I took some pics about wad

make singapore so i took them . Like usual learn math and english do couple of revisions . So

back to song i heard my blog song can make people cry and even sleep i was like fucking

shocking la so i change to be more clubby hope u guys like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

listen to (rise up) thats my favorite

2009-07-17T02:50:00.000-07:00

Me love cats!!!!!!!!!!

Hello earthlings (!)
now i'll do a proper blogging . i didn't really have agreat day today . and i wanna say this to those who looked down on FAT people . FAT people need to live also okay . so respect them like the way they respect you . stop critisizing them ! put yourself in their shoe , what will you feel ?! why am i saying this ?! cause i'm FAT and people's been looking down on me . let me tell you people something ! i'm FAT and i'm happy cause why ?! i love the way i am ! so what if i'm fat ?! i own the greatest cliques , boyfr and life all better than yours ! so get it ?! why be thin when you can't be happy ?! so please respect and treat all FAT people just like the way you treat the others!

seriously speaking i'm not in the best of mood to update blog but i'm so gonna update cause i want my thought to be heard . not gonna say anythhing much but most prolly this post will be random !
have you ever wonder that someone you called friend will ditch you badly ? well i've never did wonder that too . but now i guess things change and people change . someone you thought that the best among all and someone you thought that would never do something unexpected , well don't ever think highly of someone . like boyf said no matter how good they look or how innocent they may look , deep inside you can never know what they are capable of doing . well i think i'll say straight to the point ! to those who think they can make me and bestf go seperate ways , please forget about that intention cause you'll fail . wanna know why ?! well it's simple . 3 yrs i've been with her . i've been with her through ups and downs , we know each other inside out ! we've been in fights like so many times and yet we managed to pull it through ! I NEED A SHOULDER NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TEACHER SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-12T03:25:00.000-07:00

June holiday pics are under contruction

2009-07-12T03:03:00.000-07:00

My day was spent with the monfort boys

HAIZZZZ VERY BORED AT THE PITT IM THE ONLY GIRL !! nah jus kidding its a fun little get together

thx guys for the food!

2009-05-23T06:40:00.000-07:00

Today is fun me ,aishah,afiq catch a movie called NIGHT AT THE MUESUM 2

The movie is very funny i will give 4/5 for the rating.

Let me tell u about today afiq is full of suprises!!!!!!! first i really dont know why i have to go to E!hub to watch movie.we can always go to ang mo kio hub to catch it .so we just follow blindly so we book the ticket so as per normal afiq bought ticket for aishah i seriouly i dont why i have to follow them cuz aishah say it will be akward and ihave nothing to explain. So after we book he says lets go for lunch so i thought we are going fast food .So he say go and have a seat at FOODCOURT. Aishah and me was fucking shock !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So we jus seat at the nasi padang stall so he say willl eat western food . I say i only have a couple dollars thn he say nevermind forget it my MUM work in the western stall. I WAS FUCKING SHOCK AGAIN ! So he odered for us chicken chop with rice . it was delicious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thx for the meal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! afiq.

So we after eat we said thank you to afiq mum god bless her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So after that we go watch movie. so here are some pics of today!!!!!!!!!!

-END-:)

2009-05-22T09:30:00.001-07:00

PICTURE EXPLAINS All!!!!!!!!

Before exams!!!!!!!!
leisure pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE WENT TO SENTOSA!!!!!!!!!!! SO FUCKING FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway.........................

2009-05-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

today study malay after study i meet up with rohaida the she taught me math
thank you rohaida!

2009-05-08T23:08:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY mood swing!!!

I really hate people who listen to others and believe them LIKE FUCK u know ? NVM

HOPE PEOPLE LIKE THIS WAKE UP ONE DAY!

mR GOH KAR WHEE IS A GOOD TEACHER AND HE JUST RECOVER FROM A BAD INCINDENT haizz.tats why he come to class he dont want to waste time tats why he is angry he told us h went he wake up from sugery room he dont want to waste time i think so . i hope he dont give up on us im counting on you mr goh, dont lose hope on us k? I WANT MY SCIENCE LESSON TO BE FUN LIKE OTHER CLASSES !!!!!!!!!!! haizz GOOD LUCK ON SCIENCE EXAMS!!!!!!!

2009-04-17T09:34:00.000-07:00

hey people ,
today got no schooll very happy lol! today wake up at 10 plus am. meet up my bestie felicia at around 2.25 pm at compass point .we went to mcdonalds i ate mchicken while felicia ate double cheese buger .after we ate we go round-round at compass point then we around 3.32 pm we go take bus number 372 we go school .reach school alredy me and felicia we go hall thn we were seperated cuz of the bloody sitting arrangement . thn me caroline listening to music at the gallery then the stupid jeselene come say some bad stuff about me . SHE IS A FUCKING BITCH .FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU JESELENE FUCK UR MUM AND DAD AIYA WHOLE FAMILY IS THE BEST !

then my bestie come : HUI QING .WEI PING , ZHI QING NAME GROUP: DIVA
then i alredy crying liao my besties ask wad happen the tell them then they go confront the fucking jeselene the she scared hahahahahahahaha thn so boring lor the anniversery so after the celebration we go to anchorvale CC so me hui qing ,zhiqing, wei ping need to go home so she did not came along so mubin and manveer came to so we go Ancohrvale CC we go to the macdonalds we ate, me and zhi qing ate double cheesebuger only and hui qing eat large fries than mubin eat the like kebab like tat 4get wad is it called manveer eat mchicken then manveer friend come then left .after we ate we wanted to go roof top but the roof top got people training silat so we go another roof top then the roof was locked FUCK IT. then we go to reverside park opposite the park then the scenery very nice cuz the river was nice but smelly lol thn zhi qing on sorry -akon she cry then we also emo becuz our life is now compicated so after tat zhi qing went of first then we went home we sent hui qing first then me mubin and manveer we walk then we saw a coffeshop we buy water the we saw hazel haha than we walk to the bus stop i took 159 thn 112 home sweet home I reach home around 10PM plus HAHAHA

WHAT A FUCKING CORRUPTED DAY IHAVE?

2009-04-16T03:08:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS TO INTERNATIONAL DANCE WE GOT GOLD !!!

2009-03-31T06:02:00.001-07:00

ello
I AM BACK haha . Today so tired , let me tell u k actually today during MISS PEY lesson ,she told us to collect brochure then i thought deadline was next week than actually tommorow haiz... so i have to go CHANGI AIRPORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was piss of a little so no choice i have to go so i ask caroline wheather she want to follow so she say yes so i was FUCKING SHOCK because she always very quiet and seldom talk so ya then she told me to bring colice then i say yes u may .... skip skipskip skip after school they have chinese oral so i have to wait till 4.00PM then after that we went straight to compass point caroline bought waffle for herself then we too bus 27 SO FUCKING LONG JOURNEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1h10mins then i saw mubin , mubin look shock(at the bus stop )so i slept for 40 mins then reach alredy we first go down collice very AUNTY!!!!!!!! I DONT KNOW WHY ? collice very drama she see things like never see before so she talk very loudly me and caroline face very shy ... then we ask security guard where the brochure are then he told us THEN BLABLABLABLA when i took a lot of brochure collice told me LOUDLY don take anymore wait the tourist got no more brochure WAH BLODDY IRRATATING so i just take because few hundred of them so i dont care i just take FOR : SIM HUI QING ,JUN KIAT ,ZHI QING then me colice and caroline took the skytrain we go terminal 1 then we go terminal 2 then we so manveer and mubin we are laughing lol then we go back to terminal 3 because colice want to go candy empire so collice bought biscuit while me and caroline seat at the fountain and talk so we waited for colllice then go home wait for the bus BLOODY long so we go up i slept again this time is not 1hr 10mins BUT 1hr 50mins then the end caroline mother call collice then caroline and mother kind of argue guess soooooo THEN reach at hougang station then take bus 74 go home sweet home

WHAT A FUCKING DAY I HAVE<3?

2009-02-14T18:25:00.000-08:00

2009-02-14T07:54:00.000-08:00

2009-01-17T02:34:00.000-08:00

this is the people i hangout and been to places during the holidays

lydia loving couples
boiboi stress

my first night club SILK

me at conference
At bintan beach bike experts

ilana and mint

THE END

2009-01-17T02:07:00.000-08:00

Hey guys im back
after a very long period this is wad i have done in my holidays
1.go to dance class
2. vist my aunt at hospital
3. go out and watch movies
4. go to bintan
5. hgangout with frenz 2 am - 4 am (the best ever)
6.take care of lil andriana
7.brings frenz and party